College

Like everyone else in senior year who's been procrastinating, it's crunch-time. There's not much time left for me especially, since I have an internal deadline from my high school.
My goal right now is to get accepted into a decent college. I'm pretty sure that I'll be able to get into a couple of schools with some confidence, but for the rest of my schools, I really have no idea about or I'm pretty sure I won't get into them.
To make matters worse, I can't seem to find good ideas to write my supplements on, and I keep getting sidetracked by other things in my life when I find time to get them done.
I sincerely hope that by the time I write my next blog, I'll have finished at least half of my college applications.

Or maybe not. Depends on how my life goes.

The Cold

It always surprises me how much I like cold weather when it's hot outside. It surprises me even more that the opposite holds true as well. And whenever it becomes cold after a long spree of being in the scorching sun, I start wishing it was hot again. I guess I'm a hypocrite but what can I say. I forget the past easily but I try not to. When there's nothing to remind me of the past, my memories slip by me like a cold breeze.

It's pretty cold out right now. I have the window open but in ten minutes I'll most likely be shivering. Thirty minutes after that, I'll open the window again because it'll get too stuffy and the cycle goes on.

I'm starting to shiver now. I'd still say the cold is better than the heat.

SATs

I didnt get above 2200. I said that if i can't get over 2200, if i can't get over 2100, then i'm screwed for my goals. I got over 2100 so i'm not totally screwed, but it still doesnt feel every good that i couldn't get above my goal. The real problem is that i might not be able to take it again. I know that i can get over 2200 if i study just a little more, but i completely forgot that my school doesn't proctor the SAT in december, so i signed up too late and everywhere within a 2 hour drive of my house is full.

Just needed to get this off my chest. Such an asian worry.